"this, too, will pass" seems an impossibility right now

In my random internet surfing, I've come upon many, many comments by other women about how reading about complaints regarding being pregnant really sucks, especially when they have had miscarriages or infertility issues. Hence, I've cease and desisted on complaining to anyone other than my husband about how much more difficult this pregnancy has been than with Declan. Hardly anybody reads this blog though, so I shall vent freely here. Pregnancy with Declan was hard, to the point where I was pretty much done with ever having another kid biologically. There are those who say that each pregnancy is different, however, and I stupidly construed that to mean it could be easier the next time around.

Nope. I'm not sure why the side of my stomach started feeling the way it still is, but the sharp pain took my breath away when I tried to lie down on my side yesterday afternoon. The pain persisted for so long and so strongly that I wondered if I was having a placenta rupture. No blood though, so maybe it's just sciatic nerve pinching? I haven't told my parents because they tend to freak out at the smallest provocation, but if this continues, I will have to request medical examination. For now, I have to stand up straight and tall in order to take a deep breath without pain coming from the right side of my abdominal area.

Ugh, I really do hate being pregnant. Truly, never again.