Some days, I do a better job of being patient and thankful for my current life. Today is kind of not one of those days... I passed by a classroom of about 50 students this morning while backpacking my son back to the hotel at Shanghai Jiao Tong University. There was an instructor scrawling all over the multi-paneled blackboards at the front of the room. That used to be me... and I really miss engaging in the world of ideas. Seeing that spark of excitement and intrigue in my students' eyes. I never fully appreciated my freedom and my work before I gave them up for motherhood. I wonder...is this "it" for me?
Where am I going?
